This week, I stepped on a snail—robbing it of its life. The tragedy prompted me to reflect on these often-maligned creatures and on my own effect on the garden.
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A snail glides across my porch handrail |
Elegy for a Garden Snail
I stepped outside with the grandest of intentions
To pluck away weeds that through my neglect persisted
But in a careless moment of delusion and inattention
I claimed the life of a gastropod and altered an ecosystem
I had raised my hoe high; it was poised to strike
Eager to deprive stubbornly rooted undesirables of life
I leaned in with a heavy tread and my footfall triggered a crunch
The sickening sound of slow death to which my invincible mood plunged
It was a terrestrial mollusk crushed underfoot
Its calcium shell cracked into dozens of pieces
A lazy laggard that in life did no obvious good
A tentacled pest with the teeth of a demon
And yet I felt deep guilt and shame
For my capacity to cause such pain
A broken sphere leaves no place to hide or retract
Exposing the calamity of my catastrophic impact
Nocturnal sluggard loafing in the darkness of night
Sedate under damp pots, verandas, and stones
Night-loving lounger you welcomed the sight
Of rain clouds and puddles and gnomes
Hungry herbivore banded by brown whirling swirls
Peaceful grazer painted yellow by coiling whorls
Unhurried in your moonlight travels on silver slime trails
Bathed by the moisture of dawn’s foggy veil
Foraging friend I so do regret
The grievous mistakes I have made
A negligent step impossible to forget
And the arrogance I have displayed
Who am I to attempt to tame the wild?
To bring order to earth’s chaos beguiled
Who am I to declare what is unwanted?
To reap destruction; to be forever haunted
I walk in the garden now to seek solace
In nature’s untamed mastery on a magnificent scale
I try to step lightly among the weeds and land mollusks
A lesson I learned from an unfortunate snail
Happy Gardening! Remember to step lightly.